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January 4th, 2009

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1) Are you reall​y ready​ for 104 quest​ions?​​
Maybe


2) Was your last relat​ionsh​ip a mista​ke?​​
Before this one? Yeah, I'd say so


3) Do you belie​ve in God?
Which one? I believe in like 20...


4) Who was the last person you hugged?
Shaun



5) When was the last time you drank​ Coca Cola?​​
I only drink coke zero



6) Have you ever been depre​ssed?​​
Yeah



7) Have a best frien​d?​​
Yeah



8) Are you a boy or girl?​​
Garrrrl

10) How do you want to die?
Quickly and hopefully not too horribly



11) What did you last eat?
Snack bar


12) Have you ever been suspe​nded?​​
No



13) Are you curre​ntly liste​ning to your myspa​ce song?​​
No



14) When was your last non-​​physi​cal fight​?​​
Couldnt tell you



15) Do you have an attit​ude?​
Not really

16) Ever been in love?​​
Yes


17) What is your real name?​​
Karen


19) Name someo​ne you know whose​ name start​s with the lette​r D?
Dont know any D's anymore

21) Do you miss someo​ne?​​
Yeah


22) Twirl​ or cut your spagh​etti?​​
Twirl



23) Do you tan a lot?
Hell no


24) Have any pets?​​
Just a fish

25) How exact​ly are you feeli​ng?​
Havent been feeling well all day


27) Ever made out in the bathr​oom?​​
Yeah



28) Would​ you take any of your exes back?​​
No


29) Are you scare​d of spide​rs?​​
Sort of



30) Would​ you go back in time if you were given​ the chanc​e?​​
To some crazy long ago time, yes



31) Do you regre​t anyth​ing in your past?​​
Some things

33) Do you want to have kids?​​
Someday


34) Ever kisse​d someb​ody that name start​s with an M?
No



35) Do you type fast?​​
Yes



36) Do you have pierc​ings?​​
Not as many as I used to, just bellybutton and a bunch in my ears



37) Want any more?​​
Yeah but I cant have them for work, and I cant heal them for shit



38) Can you spell​ well?​​
Yeah



39) Do you miss anyon​e from your past?​​
Yeah



40) What are you cravi​ng right​ now?
Nothing really




41) Ever been to a bonfi​re party​?​​
No


42) Do you like swimm​ing?​​
Yeah



43) Have you ever been on a horse​?​​
No


44) Kisse​d someo​ne in a pick up truck​?​​
Dont think so


45) Have you ever broke​n someo​ne'​​s heart​?​​
According to him I did, but when you hit me you've gone too far



46) Have you ever been cheat​ed on?
Is it bad to say I dont know?



47) Have you made a boyfr​iend/​​girlf​riend​ cry?
Yes


49) Would​ you live with someo​ne witho​ut marry​ing them?​
Yes



50) What shoul​d you be doing​?​​
Sleeping


51) What'​​s irrit​ating​ you right​ now?
My damn car



52) Have you ever liked​ someo​ne so much that it hurts​?​​
No...?



53) Does someb​ody love you?
Yes


54) What is your favor​ite color​?​​
Blue


55) Have you ever chang​ed cloth​es in a vehic​le?​​
Yes


56) Are you black​ or white​?​​
White



57) Do you have trust​ issue​s?​​
Sometimes


58) When'​​s the last time you ate fast food?​​
Like 3 weeks ago


59) Have you ever shave​d in the kitch​en sink?​​
No



60) Do you have a good relat​ionsh​ip with your paren​ts?​​
Its ok



61) Did you want Barac​k Obama​ for Presi​dent?​​
Yeah



64) Do you give out secon​d chanc​es too easil​y?​​
I think so



65) Is it easie​r to forgi​ve or forge​t?​​
Forgive



66) Is this year the best year of your life?​​
It was ok

67)Whats your childhood nickname?
Nothing really


69) Do you think​ you'​​re a good perso​n?​​
I try to be



70) Do you belie​ve every​thing​ happe​ns for a reaso​n?​​
Some things happen for a reason, some things happen for no reason


71) Whats​ the Last thing​ you did befor​e you went to bed last night​?​​
Watched tv



72) Is there​ anyon​e you wish was still​ in your life?​​
Yeah



73) What is bothe​ring you?
Nothing really


74) Have you ever been out of state​?​
Yeah



75) What'​​s your favor​ite place​ you'​​ve been?​​
That requires too much thinking for right now

77) Do you like Chine​se food?​​
Yeah



78) Do you know your fathe​rs b-​​day?​​
12/12/34




79) Are you afrai​d of the dark?​​
No



80) Is cheat​ing ever okay?​​
No



81) Are you mean?​​
No



82) Can you keep white​ shoes​ clean​?​​
No



83) Have you notic​ed this surve​y stopp​ed getti​ng perso​nal?​​
No

84) Do you belie​ve in true love?​​
Yeah



85) Are your proud of the person you have become?
I guess



86) Do you like kids?​​
Eh



87) How many do you want?​​
Just one



88) Do you like the outsi​de?​​
Yes


89) Are you curre​ntly bored​?​​
No


90) Do you wanna​ get marri​ed?​​
Yeah



91) Is it cute when a boy/​​girl calls​ you baby?​​
Yeah


92) Are you hungr​y?​​
No


93) Do you have a bank accou​nt?​​
Yeah


94) What makes​ you happy​?​​
Being with Shaun


95) Would​ you chang​e your name?​​
Maybe



96) Ever been to Alask​a?​​
No but I want to



97) Is there​ a chanc​e of a new tatto​o or pierc​ing soon?​​
Maybe a tattoo


98) Do you watch​ the news?
Sometimes

99) What'​​ s your zodia​c sign?​​
Libra


100) Do you like Subwa​y?​​
Yeah


102) Do you talk like your frien​ds?​​
Not too much

103) Is it annoy​ing?​​
What?

104) Have you ever seen someo​ne you knew & purpo​sely avoid​ed them?​
Yeah

December 22nd, 2008

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So yule was on sunday, and I wasnt able to have a ritual. I was at Shauns house for one, and his family came over and sort of celebrated christmas early. But you know what, even though there was no ritual for me, it still felt like yule. This was the first one that I spent with others. Normally I have my feast and honoring of the gods and of the new year ahead all alone or just with Shaun. This year I got to experience the family feast aspect of yule. The food was good and everyone got along and seemed to have a good time. At first I felt all bummed that I didnt do anything spiritual, but now that I think of it, this happened because I needed the opportunity to spend yule with others. I think it worked out nicely

I saw my dad today, we had dinner together for his birthday... a little late, but yeah. That was nice too

I'm so glad this will be a short week

December 15th, 2008

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So lately I've been having these chest pains... and naturally I've been worried, cause that isnt something to take lightly. I went to the doctor today, and when I went up to sign in the lady told me I should probably go to the hospital. Okay now I'm freaking out... so I asked her what I should do and she said she'd go get the doctor. Doctor told me I'd be fine, talked to me for a bit, then ran a bunch of tests. Everything is normal... which is a huge relief for me because heart issues = bad. But yeah heart is fine, breathing is fine, blood pressure... all great. We talked for a bit and she thinks I have issues with anxiety. I can definitely see that as being possible, I've been stressed lately and I figured maybe that was the source of my chest pain. But in general I think I've always had anxiety, and she thinks maybe it had to do with my family constantly fighting and alot of pressure to deal with as a kid/teenager. I mean I wouldnt say I had a horrible childhood but there was alot of hostility in the house at times. Work has been rather stressful lately and I've had trouble sleeping. And once I noticed the chest pain, I kept thinking about it and focusing on it, which just made it worse. But yeah, the doctor mentioned possibly getting a counselor, but that's gonna turn into a money issue there. I dunno, I think I can figure this out somehow. She taught me some breathing exercises to do twice a day, and I think I'm going to make it a point to meditate every day. I've been doing it like once a week, but that isnt gonna be enough. I'll see what the internet has to say about all this, maybe there are some other things out there to help me deal.


Yeees. Glad its not anything serious.

I gotta bake cookies for our holiday party ding dong hoe down hootenanny thing.

Until next time, farewell...

December 5th, 2008

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Harumph!

The christmas presents I ordered are rollin in... I have most of them done but there will be more to round up when I get paid again. I just got paid today and I'm shit broke. Theres just enough to pay rent and some bills, and maybe have like 40 bucks for food to get me through the next two weeks. Shaun said he'd help me with gas, I hate to ask him for that though.

At least work was slow this week, its nice to not be constantly busy. Today was a pretty chill day.


Even though I'm broke to hell, everything's been good. I'm not too stressed out and I'm pretty content with things. And I'm motivated... lets see how long that lasts ><


Later

December 1st, 2008

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So thanksgiving went alright... was some confusion in the morning, and I made Shaun mad. Not on purpose though. Shit just happens sometimes. It was nice to see my parents as well as Shauns family. We usually have a good time at his dads house but this year they had like 25 people there and it was a bit much for us. We had a gift exchange and I got some nice stuff, but the kid who got mine (did not know teenagers would be there) decided to loudly complain about every gift in there like hes 5. Kiss my ass. But other than that it was pretty good. Good food, was nice to hang out with the family, etc. And my hoopdie ass car is good... for now

Didnt do much this weekend, but thats how I like it sometimes. And it was one of those times! Apparently Shaun bought me this really expensive christmas present... and he has given me clues, but I have NO idea what it is! I have about 75% of shopping done, and I want to get more stuff for Shaun but its all gonna come down to what I can afford.

My mage in wow is 78. I'm not even trying very hard to level her, I'm a bit more laid back about it these days. Wow isnt a huge priority for me, its not like I have to log on instantly when I get home. I just play whenever I feel like it.

So yeah! Fun times. But I need a snazzy line to go out on...

Pepperbutt.

November 27th, 2008

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Gobble gobble bitches!!!

Even though I feel like lately my luck is shit, I have alot of things to be thankful for


My hoopdie car, I love it even though I think it hates me. Its still running and gets me where I need to go.

Shaun, because he is wonderful

My house

My mom and dad. I cant always express it, but I love them

My job

Having enough money and food to get by

And anything else


Happy thanksgiving :) I'm about to head to my parents house, then to see Shauns family.

November 25th, 2008

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I cause things to break


Anything electronic in my life does not work



But you know what? Its reached the point where I dont really get mad... like when my radio in my car died today I just kind of said... oh, another one?

I think I'm starting to accept that I just cause shit to break.

November 24th, 2008

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I am PISSED OFF

My car window got shot out by Shaun's wonderful white trash neighbors. Wont go into too much detail because I do not feel like typing it all out. It probably wasnt intentional, but the freaking retards are over there shooting guns and not watching their kids who are also shooting guns!!! What we pieced together is kid + gun = busted window. Insurance isnt covering it, and the people aint gonna pay for it. ARGH.

Now that the cars brakes are fixed, its having trouble accelerating.

What the HELL is wrong with everybody! I know I have fucked up neighbors who always ask me for money and rides, even though they are complete strangers who annoy the living shit outta me. I live in a bad area... I tried to order a pizza today and they informed me that they no longer deliver here after dark (wtf, scary) so I would expect this kind of crap to happen here. But I never expected this kind of crap to happen at Shauns house way out in the country in Toano!

Everything lately... everything is breaking down around me left and right, its like technology hates me or something. Neighbors are assholes. Why cant people just not suck! Arrrghghh.

Rant over.

November 5th, 2008

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So Obama won

Nice to have voted for the winning candidate this time around

Its gonna be interesting to see what happens. Everyone is kinda blowing it way outta proportion, they either think the world is gonna end, or that everything is sunshine.

I've heard things like "I'm gonna lose all my money!" "Obama is the reason I got laid off!" and on the other side of the spectrum "Now I wont have to pay for my mortgage or my gas!"

Please. Things are NOT going to change nearly as much as everyone thinks. Presidents never totally overhaul the country. What I think will happen is that Obama will make some small changes that will put this country in the right direction. You have to think, change has to happen over a period of time, and he can only do so much. He isnt a god. And remember, the man isnt even elected yet. People are already attributing changes in the economy to him.

But yeah, I think he'll at least do some good things. Especially with democrats in control of congress, things will get passed much easier now that Bush wont be vetoing everything they do.


With that said...

Black people - I dont want to hear anymore complaining. You have a president now.

November 4th, 2008

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1. Stop talking about politics for a moment or two.
2. Post a reasonably-sized picture in your LJ, NOT under a cut tag, of something pleasant, such as an adorable kitten, or a fluffy white cloud, or a bottle of booze. Something that has NOTHING TO DO WITH POLITICS.
3. Include these instructions, and share the love.


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Hmm so its election day isnt it?

Got out of work at 1, went by and voted and it took all of 10 minutes. I got a free cup of coffee at Starbucks (go! they are giving them out if you have an I voted sticker!!)

I got a call from my dad, apparently he hasnt been getting my emails and he was worried because he hadnt heard from me. I'm the one who is worried now though because he told me that this weekend he was in the hospital because his heart was beating irregularly. They gave him medicine and he will be taking a daily medicine to control it, and he will have to check his pulse and what not. So hes ok, but I'm still really worried. My dad is pretty old, he will be 74 next month... and I dunno, I guess I'm just worried about my parents because I dont know how much longer they will be around. Even though I dont live with them anymore and even through all our family shit, I want to try to spend more time with them. I emailed them yesterday just to see how they were doing and if they wanted me to come visit. I do wanna visit my dad but he works way too much. I dunno, at least the holidays are coming and I'll get to spend some quality time with them

November 3rd, 2008

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Updates cometh once again!

Had a nice weekend with Shaun, and I had today off. I got some christmas shopping done today, I'm trying to get it all done somewhat early and not have last minute crap to buy

And tomorrow is voting day. I get 2 hours paid time to go vote, so I'm leavin at 1:20... kick ass. I just want all the politics to be done with at this point. And with any luck Mccain and Palin will go away forever in a few days. I am getting tired of hearing their ads... today I heard one talking about that comment Obama made about country folk being "bitter" and clinging to god and guns. The ad said "Barack Obama doesnt understand small town folk... we love our god and we love our guns!!" *country music playing in the backgroud with southern accent man talking* Hooray for stereotypes!

One thing I do really like about Obama is that he doesnt trash talk as much as Mccain does, and when he does trash talk he backs it up with facts and he says what he is going to do to fix the problem. I like a candidate that keeps the trash talk to a minimum.

I also heard a thing today about how Sarah Palin doesnt understand why women dont support her. Hello? You dont support abortions for women who are raped!

I seriously think that Virginia = Ohio and Florida this year. This is a heavy Mccain state, I see alot of Mccain supporters and signs around. But I passed through Richmond on my way up to Cumberland last weekend, and its all Obama. Richmond is the ass of the world... as my dad put it, you feel depressed just being there. So of course they will all want someone who will try to improve cities. Rural areas will go MCCain, which is pretty much all of VA except Richmond, DC area, VA beach, and maybe the whole southern peninsula. It'll be interesting to see what my state does.

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My halloween costume )

I'm still not sure how I didnt win scariest costume. I scared the SHIT out of everybody because if you looked at me from the back I looked normal, but then when I turned around... yeah. Made quite a few people scream :)

I lost to a witch costume with a freaking fake plastic nose. But at least everybody I ran into said it looked great, and people had a hard time keeping a straight face while talking to me

October 31st, 2008

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HAPPY HALLOWEEN

MUAHAHA

October 29th, 2008

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I dont have the energy to beat myself up for stupid shit anymore

I just dont care
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